Tuesday, June 11, 2013

I am not what they say i am ! They dont know me.


"It is perfectly acceptable to believe in something when there is no objectively good evidence" - Pierrot le FouAll the children are insane. I only want my mind to be clear. people making fun of me, for the reason ' Jealousy'. I end up fantasising about my death, killing myself holding my breathe. help me, comfort me! stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now, but stop, don't stop. i don't want to stop feeling what I'm feeling,I do not want to be like you all. i do not want to feel like you, i don't want to look like you, i do not want to live my life like you. I look at you, i laugh, you all are the same, just like those sheep the farmers keep to shave thier wools and what not. i say to myself, only if you've been where I've been. And i don't want to ask you if you want to come along with me. There is nothing that will keep you happy, nothing to satisfy you, nothing to make you feel like moving on, Nothing fake. I do not want to feel guilty for making a mistake, i do not want to take a Chance, i do not want to make you realise that what you live for is not necessary to live. Breaking the mirror will kill your identity, Thus you might get lost, Scared, figure out how unknown you were to yourself. Your life is a comedy show for me, at times gets annoying, just like when you have too much of sugar, it wont taste sweet nomore. what you do to achieve your aims is like a reality show. How you try to fit in the society, how society itself in the first place is made to control and you've been brainwashed since your birth about its meaning and what it does to you. What society does for you is nothing, it just makes you spend your life for them, Gives you a tag of " responsible members of the society", wah what a motivation, in return u are just another recruit to fill the pockets of those who run the society. Politicians, preachers, Corporate business runners,  they create and sustain voilence to create fear Or they wont have the money flowing.
Have you realised, they made time to create a fear of death so you would do what they want you to do as soon as you can. Why you do what they want to do and why you think that whatever you do is for yourself? Because you were told so, you were made to believe in it since your mind started to acknowledge the commands of those who taught you things that you know. Have you ever explored your mind and then learned something out of it! Something no one told you, but it is still there in your mind, but why didn't anyone tell you about that? is it because whoever taught you didn't know about it? or they didn't want you to know about it!? When you know those things that's in your mind that no one ever told or taught you, What are you going to do about it? Your teachers and parents and preachers didn't know what they taught you when they were born, they were taught. Who taught them? Who started teaching? the first person to start must have explored their minds and found out something new, something different and then started talking about it and explored more and when it all started to make sense to them they started telling other people, Other peoples reactions might have been positive when they understood and negative when they didn't understand It just their ego blacked them Or perhaps they had their own philosophies but they never spoke about it.
I imagine a biological earth, a first human existence, Unknown to everything, lucky. when the waters around grown, now we have swim or we will sink like a stone.this post mechanical world is simply the middle age of extension of human race. those who know that we are driving fast to the generation in which human will not be able to settle their habitat simply because we are biological beings and Please stop saying we are social beings. In the name of society majority of greedy flies are taking advantage of others and earth. The biggest ball of greed, the secret societies who would play with anything to satisfy their desires, followed by massive multi national corporations, banks, politicians first create a discrimination among humans, make them differentiate each other based on colour, possessions considering their potential which they can manifest and abuse. They made religion to control humans as sheep's just like the politics. Its all dirty business conducted in the name of humanity welfare. It is so transparent whatever they say and whatever they do reflects the greed of a small group of people who have gained power by brainwashing the humans like sheep.

Mr. Francis Jamang, said: “Our peaceful and accommodating nature should not be seen as cowardice as no one person has the monopoly of aggression. Therefore, we shall resist any attempt by disgruntled elements that terrorize us.”

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